Best gift that god ever gave it to me.

2012-01-11T21:39:00.001+08:00

Taken this morning. When i went to baby house to meet him first.
because school starts at 8:45.am.

Happy 11months anniversary to us baby. ❤ ^^

I'm back. Didn't post new year till now.
Gave baby something and wrote something for him. I hope baby like & love it. :') HE KNOW I KNOW. Really wanna spend with you for the rest of my life baby. Forever & Always. Ate so much today with baby. I needa train myself, and try to stop eating so much. :\

Went Hong Kong on the 2nd January. Didn't really had fun.
Baby rabbit was in every picture, when i took photo in hongkong.

Just wake up. Was in the plane. Giving that shit face,
because i look like a shit when i woke up and before that i cried. :(

But when i was at Victoria Peak the first day. I wished a lot of thing up there.

Yeah. This is the place ; Victoria Peak.

Wish tons of things up there. <3

2nd day ; Went to Avenue Of Stars. :o It was so cold and windy over there. Wish baby was there. :( The place was name avenue of stars because there were actors and actress over there putting there hand prints.

This is the hand print. There's more, it was uploaded in my brother's facebook.

This is how those actor or actress act. But that was the fake human, 2 statue.

& After Avenue Of Stars, went to the Giant Buddha. So we suppose to take the cable car up to the hills, but when we reached up there, we went to Zen Noodles Cafe & eat first then there's this wishing thingy that we can put up. I did put it up too. Saw puppies and wild dogs. Kidding not really wild i mean stray dogs. They're so adorable. Man! Wish i could have one.

Everything done. Went to Temple street and eat. But i didn't eat much. Don't have the mood to.
3rd day ; Was at Ocean Park the whole day. More photos ( brother facebook)

4th day ; Was at Hong Kong Disney land the whole day. At first i was excited but ended up a little down. Took a number of photos.

Next day morning woke up went for breakfast. Tim Sum ; Walk around till 3plus then headed to Mac to have lunch and back to hotel, Hong Kong airport, Singapore airport & HOME SWEET HOME! Came back home 7January 12:10am. When i was in Hong Kong i really do miss baby a lot. He message me tons of times. But i only can message him 1 day 1 time, so i text him at night. I was really happy when baby called me when i was in Hong Kong. But somehow sad too, because i couldn't see him till i'm back from Singapore. :'( Sighhhhh ~ Didn't went to school for the first week. Last 2 days ago, went to school, that was my 1st day of school for others was 2nd week of school. I was so blur when i was in school. But baby was there for me and help me. ❤

2011-12-25T00:55:00.001+08:00

21/12/11

Went to baby house in the morning. See baby play game, after that grandma called him to help to do the air con remote control so i take over, shoot the same person in Call Of Duty when i help baby to play. ^^ So proud of myself that time. Slept awhile, woke up, washed up and went to get baby's pay. Bought new shoes for myself. :) Head back to Yishun, bought winter gloves. That day, baby and parents like happy only & i do not know why. Baby, brought me back home. :')

22/12/11

Before I went to baby house again, took breakfast with mom at North Point Mac. Treated mom again, second time already, mom is really lucky because i haven't treat my dad & brother. Watched ; We bought a zoo at 4:20.pm. It was a nice and awesome show. Family movie after all. ❤ So nice watching it with baby. After the movie, baby brought me back home & went back home and rest. Slept very late. Because i was not feeling well. Was very touched baby accompany me. This is what he said ; 'Go and try to sleep okay? My dear ♥ don't think about it and you will sleep :) Baby will be just right beside you. Good Night :* (Good night kiss) Iloveyou.' I was so touched and i nearly cried at that moment. It's really very sweet of him.

23/12/11

Went to baby house, discuss with baby whether want to see a doctor or not. Ended up, decided to see a doctor. Lunch had Pastamania with baby. ❤ Creamy Chicken & Cheese lover pizza. Yummy! Before seeing the doctor. Really hate to see the doctor, who loves to see the doctor man! But because of baby, i went to see the doctor.Thank you baby for bringing me to see the doctor. After that baby, bought for me Hello kitty Polariod Film. ^^ Went back to baby house, rest took medicine and took a nap for awhile. Then baby brought me back home again. :')

Merry Christmas each and everyone of you. I wish you guys, to stay healthy & happy always. God bless! ♥

24/12/11 (That is yesterday.)
Went to baby house this morning again. Feeling better already. Went to take our breakfast downstairs, ate carrot cake & baby ate chicken rice. Baby's dad asked if we wanna go and find baby's sister awhile, so we decided to go. I love baby's dad car, as it was like a high class car. Hahaha. So we went to the factory. Took turkey, pork ribs, mango cakes and brownies. WOAH! So many right? After everything, the driver send us back, went to baby's aunt house to put the stuff and back to baby's house. Took a nap for awhile and felt better. Woke up, washed up, waited for baby and went to SSC DAISO and Giant. Bought, biscuit and cheesy chicken hotdog. YUMMY! Got back to baby's house again, rest and eat. 8plus went to aunt house, many people was there. It's great that I can spend time with baby's family. ❤ Drank a little of red wine. Didn't really eat much, because that time i was like so full. So i ate grapes and just a little of turkey. 11:45.pm. i left baby's aunt house. Taxi back home with baby, i really love what he wish when we were in the lift. I really hope it will be forever&always and i also wish it came true. Reached home 12plus. A whole day or everyday spending time with him is still not enough. :( I miss him already. Thank you baby, for always sending me back home. I really appreciated it. iloveyoubaby. *Hug tight* muack. :*

Heading to my aunt house later. Hope it will be great. & Chalet starts tomorrow. Time files so fast. Later going to Hong Kong too. Sigh ~ Really gonna miss baby. & I hope baby will not forget our promises and also remember what i said. Really don't want to loose you baby, forever&always ; REMEMBER? HOPE TIME FILES FASTER WHEN I'M IN HONGKONG! I'm really gonna miss baby... :'( SIGH ~

2011-12-20T10:44:00.003+08:00

18/11/12
Stay at home in the morning paint helped to paint 30% of the living room. After that rest awhile, bathe and head to find baby at his working place. Had lunch with him, the chicken gullet rice was nice. I wanna eat again! Met parents and bro at UNIQLO bought jacket and checkers long sleeve. Love it so much. After that headed to swensens to have dinner. Didn't eat much because of my period like no appetite to eat only. After dinner we head to METRO. Baby was so shy when he see my parents. Cute much. :') ♥ And also did two meaningful things. One was i make my brother laugh and gave my seat to a little kid in the MRT. Hehe. Then after that home sweet home.

19/11/12
A happy day yesterday.It's been a long time i never felt like extremely super duper happy before. Yesterday, i went to baby house in the morning. See baby played his game. After a while get some rest because of my stomach cramp. Fall asleep on the bed while watching television. Baby came in, and gave me a kisses, cuddle with me felt so warm. Woke up, washed face, brushed teeth and off to Cause Way Point woodlands to book movie tickets. Had lunch at Mega Food Mall. Watched Alvin & the chipmunks 3 (Digital) with baby at 4.45.pm. The movie was cute and hilarious. :'D When we heading back we were laughing our ass out when we are coming back to baby house. Baby know, I know. ♡ Our secret. It's been a long time. Cuddle with him on the bed. Laughing, singing and talks. <3 So nice to have those sweet talks, singing and laughters. :') I'm gonna miss it so much when i go to HongKong. :'( & Thank you so much baby for bringing me back home and the ear ☮. Asked baby did he had a great day with me & he said ; " yes, i had a great day with you. " Yesterday i really had a great day. Though i cried ; baby know i know. So yeah. I even sing a happy song when i was bathing when i get home. It goes like this : 'La la la la la, sing a happy song ~' Hahaha, smurfette. :'D

20/11/12 (That is today.)
Today I'm not going anywhere, resting at home. Didn't slept well last night as it was so uncomfortable because of my period. :( But it's okay. A few more days period will be game over. Like seriously. Then next month come again. Currently doing nothing. Texting baby & waiting for replies. Gonna miss baby so so so much. :( Okay, toddles.

2011-12-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

Went out with baby yesterday. Really really had a great day with him. Serangoon, Somerset & Vivo City. Bought new school bag, Vans shoe and Polaroid bag. Took pictures with baby at Rooftop, using our Polaroid camera. ♡ Watched Happy Feet 2 at 9.05.pm. It's was an awesome movie. Circle line to Bishan, luckily didn't miss the last train if not need to take taxi. Then after that to Yishun. Bus back and home sweet home. Thank you so so so much baby, for bringing me back home. ❤

Today went to baby house. Yeap. Great day with him though we didn't went out. See him play games, watch videos on youtube, watched television with him and cuddle with baby on bed.☺

Tomorrow need to wake up early. Family event with dad's office people. Don't want to go but is a must because dad say so. :\ Gonna miss baby so so so so so so so so much.

2011-12-13T17:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday; I went to North Point in the morning with mom first, to meet dad. Had breakfast together. At 10:29.am. waited for the bus and straight to baby house. Baby decided not to go out and promise me to go out on the 14th that is tomorrow. So slack his place, watched television and cuddle with him. Baby asked me to ask my parents wanna eat Seoul Garden or not. So dad said yes, met him at 6:30.pm. at North Point Seoul Garden. Baby was at first nervous but ended up everything went smoothly. Finished eating at 8:15.pm. then walk around North Point with baby and parents. Parents decided to go home first so me and baby went to walk awhile more. & baby brought me back home. Was kinda happy yesterday. ^^

Going out with baby tomorrow. :D

2011-12-11T18:41:00.009+08:00

Happy 10months Anniversary baby. ♡

Went to find baby just now though is working. Had lunch with him. Wrote something for him, really hope you will like and love it baby. (It's different what I wrote to him, NOT THE BELOW POST.) :D

To baby; I love you more than you couldn't imagine. I really need you in my life, I can't leave without you. And I am glad that we have come this far with those happy moments and bad moments. I wish that your feelings towards me won't change. For the rest of my life be my dear dear please... & I want to thank god for everything that let us come this far and I am still counting on more towards our anniversaries. I love you so so so so so so so so so so so much and i hope you knew. Thank you so much for everything baby. I really appreciated it baby. ☺ *Hug Tight* Muack :* Forever&Always

Going out with baby tomorrow ^^

2011-12-09T10:47:00.003+08:00

Trolalalalala ~

So yeap, the day before yesterday and yesterday. I was with baby. Get out of the house waited for bus and reached his place 11plus. The day before yesterday, watched Puss in Boots 3D. It was a great movie. :) Had KFC with him too. Yesterday, was at his place the whole day, cuddle with him in bed, played his computer games with him ; Dragon Nest and Call of duty. Call of duty the game was awesome okay, but the sound effect was OMG. I have mini heart attack when he was shot in the game. Cooked maggie mee, ate ice cream and also watched television with him. 8plus took dinner and waited for baby to bathe, baby and his sister brought me back and home sweet home.

GREAT DAY WITH BABY.
2 more days to our 10months anniversary.

Will be out with Joanne, maybe LiWen & Jiawei later at somerset. Hope i had a great day with them.
& Tomorrow will be heading to Heart Of God Church.

2011-12-03T09:45:00.008+08:00

So much to thank god.☻

Yeap, so i did went for service at Heart Of God Church yesterday!! @stevemunsey was awesome. Service was really powerful. Thanks to Joanne. :) For bringing me along. Made 2 new friends ; Li Wen & Jia Wei. May be heading to service next Saturday. After 3 years since Primary 6 camp, met Joanne, Yee Siong, Carol, Teacher Mae Ann, Nicholas, Dominic (on stage), John (pass by but didn't get to say hi) & Esther. Miss the camping days with them especially with my primary schoolmates. After everything, bought mac and home sweet home.

Baby's working later so i will be meeting baby later for his lunch time. Then back to my nephew house. :) 8 more days to our 10months anniversary. ♡ Last 3 days didn't met baby at all. Miss him so so much. Kay! I shall end here now. :)

2011-11-24T12:57:00.002+08:00

I'm about to say yesterday feels so good. I mean the weather ; it's so windy and totally cooling. Met baby at this bus stop, he brought me to his cousin house, because it's raining heavily and i don't have anything to shelter myself. As i crossed the bridge, when i saw him. My heart skips a beat. So he brought down umbrella, we shared together feeling so warm when he hugged me.

At first i was pretty upset, i didn't know baby is not working (morning) & he stay over his cousin place until yesterday afternoon. But after all the understanding that he shared with me. I understand why.

So when i reached his cousin house, i used my ipod using the Wi-fi internet there until, i fall asleep on his cousin bed, while baby was watching show on Funshion and his cousin fall asleep on the mattress. After that, baby went towards me and cuddle with me while i was asleep. How cute, he cuddle with me. So i somehow woke up. Baby went to the kitchen and cooked maggiee mee for himself because he was hungry. 7plus baby and i went back to his place. Took a bathe and had dinner. Met his cousin again, his cousin was going to chinatown and meet his girlfriend and bring her back home as baby and i went to northpoint walk around and baby brought me back home until my house door step. ♡

Since last saturday i was craving for bubble tea until now. Will meet baby later, after meeting baby ; i will go and buy bubble tea & drink!

2011-11-22T12:08:00.004+08:00

Today there is primary school gathering. I'm suppose that i'm not going ; as my friend Alyssa & Wendy is not going : So i didn't went. At first i thought it all went smoothly. But i really felt sad about what happen to my friend Alyssa whoever had passed on. Cheer up Alyssa. Everything will be alright. :) Schedules is all not planned. Well, at first i went to try working. Worked as house to house selling ice cream. It all went okay. The luck is actually not there. Ha, at least get to sell 5 boxes with my baby's sister. Though we earn and the money was divided into 2. It was actually not worth it ; because i was thinking that i should just give it a try. Thought of carrying on working but i kept thinking it was really not worth it somehow ; i knew the job was illegal actually i was kinda scared that we would get caught too. Well, i guess i'm not working and shall ask my dad for money. Okay, period came. Seriously, it makes me feel so depressed. Now, i'm waiting it to be over. So i can be more comfortable.

Been finding my lovely baby, really happy to meet him ALWAYS. But when i was going back home, i really feel very upset because i really don't want to go home i wanted to spend time with him more though his working. But sadly i can't. :( Meals, walks, talks & everything i did with him i really did have a wonderful time. :') Hope everyday and everything went smoothly.

2011-11-14T13:48:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday to me & Happy 9th month anniversary with baby on 11/11/11 ♥

11/11/11

It was an awesome day. :) Really out of breath to tell you the story. But i will type it out. Morning woke up bathe, and straight to baby house. Woke him up and lie down with him on the mattress. Make Eggs & Hams for baby and his sister. :) After that, nua until 2plus. Went to Bishan (Junction 8) to make cake at the Icing Room, then had lunch at KFC. City hall to look for bags ; but baby's sister don't really like it. & we headed straight to Vivo City, went to window shopping ; Vans - Baby's sister bought vans bag. & I bought for baby Vans wallet a gift for our 9th month. Baby, bought for me somthing like elephant like cute only. After everything we go to the rooftop. 8pm if i'm not wrong ; Sing birthday song, make a wish, blow the candles & cut cake. Reached baby house for late dinner about 10pm. Baby and his cousin brought me back home by Taxi. Thank you so much baby for everything. :D

12/11/11

Went to find baby, he bought for me cloth that i like for my birthday. ♥ Thank you so much baby. ^^ Left there 4plus and reached grandma house 5plus. It's raining heavily at that time too. Played with nephew darian and took 1 picture with him. Hahaha cutie pie. Home sweet home at 10:30pm.

13/11/11

Family day ; outing & shopping. Like finally ^^ Head to town with parents and bro at 1plus. Went to 313 & ate at Paradise Inn. Finished eating at 2pm. The food there was nice. Eat until bloated. Cannot find anything at 313 or orchard central. It was raining. So dad decided to take taxi, dropped mom and bro at my grandma house downstairs and headed to Vivo city. & Finally bought something i like at Cotton On and Forever 21. ^^ Thank you so much dad. ♥ I don't know why but when i'm in the MRT i kept yawning. Always. :/ After everything i went to find baby. Although his working i accompany him until he end work. Baby ended his work and Yishun North Point mac for late dinner 10plus. Took taxi, baby dropped me down and he went back home. Bought number of clothing. Awesome or what? :D

14/11/11

Just now went to bank with mom and Chinese restaurant to eat with her. I treated her. Lol, like once in a year only. Mom you are lucky, because i haven't treat dad and bro. Later going to find baby again. ♥ ^^

Thank you so so much for everything baby. I really appreciated everything. You're the best gift that god ever gave it to me. I've never ever give up on this relationship before. I will want to cherish every moment when i'm with you. I want you and i really need you in my life. Forever & always remember? My husband, my love, my bestfriend for the rest of my life. I really love you baby. ♥ muack. :*

Okay i shall end here now. :D

2011-11-08T18:00:00.009+08:00

5/11/11
Relatives, brother friends and my god brother came to my house to celebrate my early birthday. Big thank you to all of you guys, just to come over my house to celebrate my birthday. I really appreciated it a lot. Well, really hope you guys have a great day y'know. It doesn't matter whether i had a great day or not, even if i feel hurt, upset or down i want everyone to be happy okay. Ya, thank you all for coming & those presents plus ang baos. Love you all.

Last 2 days & Yesterday.

Went to find baby, i was so happy when i meet him. I hope his happy meeting me too. & Yesterday, i was suppose to meet baby for lunch. But i didn't, because i need to go to vist my uncle he have cancer after that headed to another uncle house. Last min. I asked my cousin wanna go NEX serangoon to find baby and go have a walk. So both of my cousins follow, after awhile ; we reached, and i met baby : I hope i surprise him, & i really love those sweet kisses you gave me. Hope you're happy meeting me, please drink lots of water also and take your meals.

Today.

I didn't go anywhere. Just stay at home, dad was off, needa accompany him. Watch this chinese ghost show with him then after that, he plan to go lots of places. I was like seriously. I decided not to go, because i rarely have the mood also. I feel sorry, because i can't meet baby today. & I really hope he understands. Really hope he reply my messages as soon as possible too. imissyoubabysosomuch.. i really hope you knew. iloveyou. ♥

3 more days to my birthday and our 9th month anniversary, feel excited. Hope it's gonna be a awesome celebrate with baby. Shall make it memorable.

2011-10-31T11:14:00.006+08:00

27/10/11

I went Universal Studio Singapore with baby, pal, darling and my friend ubaid. :) We skipped school just to go there. & It's my first time skipping school (though it's the 2nd last day of school.) by going out and have fun. COOL or WHAT?! Well, seat roller coaster rides. & Some how, it's really scary. Especially when i first seat the mommy ride. :D My friend ubaid, said like boring but fun. LOL. Weird. But, it rain on that day. But luckily. it's not the whole day. When we seat the blue and red rides. Baby, didn't sit. Because he kinda scared of heights, but i'm so worried ; because we seat 3 times of the mommy rides, he got headache and feel like vomiting. I think it's really too much for him. After everything, we went back to Vivo city for dinner then headed to Vans shop. Baby, decided to buy shoe for his sister. How nice is it. :D & We also went to Vivo city rooftop to hang out then home. :)

28/10/11 & 29/10/11

Is the last day of school. Get report book and play UNO. End school. Reached home bathe get ready and meet baby and his sister at Yishun MRT. Went to Plaza Singapura for lunch. Ate pastamania, went to limited edition shops. After that headed to Vivo city to change shoes (Vans) Because baby's sister cannot wear 1 size smaller. :| Hehehe. After changing we went to Vivo city rooftop to hang out, talk and everything. :D Wanted to watch movie but nothing to watch. So we went back home after taking our dinner. Cousin came to my house to stay over night. Watched paranormal activity Tokyo and paranormal activity 2. Quite scary but almost the same script. Watched until 1:44a.m. Woke up don't know what time and went cousin house to celebrate his birthday. :D Was kinda bored there. But @ night watched one Thailand ghost story. Quite, nice but a little scared. Then went back home.

& Yesterday 30/10/11

Woke up, bathe and wash up. Change, waited hair to dry and went to baby house. :) 2plus we came out of the house and went to Jurong Point to watch 23:59. Thank god that my brother was there so he helped us buy the ticket. :) Well, I screamed a bit. :\ Don't like the sound of the ghost when they are like woooo .. scared the freaked out of me. :| After the movie went to toilet and pee. Then straight back to baby's house for dinner. Home about 8plus - 9pm.

Thanks for bringing me back home always baby. :D iloveyou :*

Awesome days.

2011-10-25T18:26:00.005+08:00

Okay. Here am i blogging! :) It's been a long time ahhhhh ~ I was so happy yesterday that i get to go out with baby. :D It's always my dream to go with him to Vivo City rooftop. I don't know why, but i find it nice to sit there and enjoy the scenery. I kinda so called like went shopping with him. :D From Yishun - Plaza Singapura then to Vivo city & back home. We went to those limited edition shop. I want to go again, there is so many nice and awesome things. Thanks for always bringing me back home no matter, how late was it.

This coming Thursday, I'm going US with baby, pal, darling and my friend Ubaid. I hope it won't rain on that day. In fact, i guess it is going to be fun & awesome. Well, & it is going to be wonderful. & It is my first time skipping school just to go out. COOL OR WHAT?

& I really hope my pimple will go away faster, it's ruining my cute and beautiful face. Sorry to be thick skin. But that's me. Okay, bye now! :D

2011-10-11T17:21:00.003+08:00

Baby, happy 8months anniversary. ♥

Time files so fast. How i wish it can be faster. We went through many ups and downs together, i want to continue like this forever. Thank you for everything, i just wish everything went smoothly everyday. Laopo love you so so much. :* No matter, how we quarrel or fight. Everyday i really really hope everything will go smoothly. You make me smile so big, always. Y'know that? Although, sometimes ; i don't know what you're thinking. & we may quarrel until my heart is broken. Those little pieces, will still contain my love for you. Y'know or not? I can love you more than anyone else in this world. 1111% It's our lucky number and our date. :D I love you so so much.

2011-10-01T12:41:00.003+08:00

It's 1st October today, and i wish it would be awesome.

Exam is this coming Thursday. Wish me all the best. ♥

10more days. It's our 8th month together. :')
After exams, will be praying hard that i will pass and go to sec4.
More outings & Shopping after that.
Go out more with baby.☺
Gatherings with primary school friends? :D
Comes to November. My birthday is up. Can't wait. ^^

Just hope everything go smoothly.

2011-09-20T19:09:00.005+08:00

Baby. Thanks for everything. I’m never tired of looking at our pictures, or talking to you everyday. All of these things keep me so happy and feeling so blessed that I have truly found the one person that I want to spend eternity with. You are the only person on earth that has ever been able to calm me down when I get worked up. Talking to you makes my day great.

Though we may have conflicts every time, because of me. I apologize for doing silly things (i promise to you i won't do it again) ; make you upset and mad @ me and for hurting you too. Sorry for the ugly smile on the 2nd pic. But nothing gonna change my love for you & I care about you the most, i hope you knew.

iloveyou :* muack. Forever&Always.
21 more days. ♥

2011-09-11T09:51:00.003+08:00

Happy 7months anniversary to us baby. ♥

Without even realizing it, you taught me a lot of things. Not only about life, but how it’s okay to feel something extraordinary for someone.

We have been gone through ups and downs together, Those thick and tins together too. I want to go on forever&always like this. Let's stay happily ever after like those fairy tale stories can we? Let's study hard together too. I really want us to get marry someday too. Hehehe. iloveyoubaby, ireallydo. :')

2011-08-29T07:49:00.002+08:00

Hallo ~ Baby. This post is for you.

I know, yesterday we had a great day, but sorry.. I know is a tiring day for you because we walked almost one round. You know, i know. Love to watch with you movies together. ♥ The most exciting part is that you nearly lost your phone. Can see you are really nervous and kan chiong. :| Hehehe. Well, i really had a great and awesome day with you. Just the two of us yesterday, feel like there is only me & you. Awwww.. :') @ The end of the day, thanks for bringing me back home. I know you are tired, but really thank you. I appreciated it a lot. Next time sleep early alright ; Listen to 老婆 can? iloveyou. :*

14 days more.

2011-08-11T19:00:00.004+08:00

Happy half year anniversary to us. ♥

As time files, do you remember we went to seletar the reservoir there? I really miss how you use to carry me. How you perspire for me ; it's been a long time you never carry me y'know? Remember how we walk to school together? Just waking up so early just to meet me and walk to school together, i miss that. Today we just walk to school together. Sweet. :') I really wish that we can be happier then before. I know a lot of thing happen, i'm sorry and i would like to say thank you too. Those conflicts, those hugs, those kiss, those memories when we are together i won't forget about it. I swear. We will continue like this forever & always right? iloveyou, i really do. ♥ Love, LaoPo. :-* Muack.

2011-08-10T12:29:00.001+08:00

Okay. Yesterday was Singapore National Birthday. Had a lot of fun. But before national day. I went to east coast with my brother friends. Had fun & The roller blade suck. Thanks to my brother friend for the polariod film that taken. :) Well, getting back to yesterday, really had a lot of fun especially with baby, thanks for the drink. I want it again. After the whole thing. We went North Point mac to have dinner, is like 10plus already. Reached home 11pm if i'm not wrong. So yeah. I don't have pretty much thing to say. But feels like everyone is happy.

Baby I have something to tell you ;

It’s you. You mean everything to me. You are the first in my head in the morning when I wake up. My last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams. When you are sad, I feel sad and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible; like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you. You are my somewhere over the rainbow.

1 more day to go.

2011-08-02T19:42:00.006+08:00

It's August.
9 more days. ♥

2011-07-29T19:15:00.003+08:00

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what’s truly important. It’s not just life, but living. It’s the journey, the destination, and all the points in between. And I must admit, I like what I see. Just with you baby <3

2011-07-11T19:13:00.004+08:00

Happy 5th Month Anniversary to us. ♥

FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER. :')

You make me believe in forever you know? hahaha, okay. Baby don't think so much alright? Like seriously. Remember, nothing is gonna change my love for you. :') Wish you will study hard no matter what, we can study together too if you want. Because i know you reached home or you @ home never study already. I remember what gugu say y'know that? We promise our heart we will study hard no matter what & I wish you to stay and be healthy. Don't leave me okay? Chan Rak Khun ♥ I will love you in this life, and the next life. Swear!

2011-07-04T13:43:00.005+08:00

Hehehehe, hello baby & readers. It's been quite a long time i didn't blog. School starts, schedule all change. I love the new schedule, like seriously! Baby, i love being around with you all the time, you always make my heart melt. Hehehe, i miss you baby. :') Today is Youth Day holiday tomorrow back to school again. Gonna carry my new bag. (Y) :D Hehehe, okay. Looking forward to school reopen, don't know when having PE lessons. Don't know what starting the new maths chapter. Science teacher is not that Clement Ong already. Awesome! Many things change. & Yeap, i found better friends then them. Yeap i know i look ugly in the picture. Nvm as long as my boyfriend is cute and handsome in the photo can already. :) Okay! Thanks for being my side all this while. & I hope this will continue forever till we grow old okay? iloveyou. ♥

7 more days. :D

2011-06-29T16:33:00.003+08:00

Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving.
What you have caught on film is captured forever.
It remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything. ♥

Hello baby and readers! It's been quite a long time i didn't blog. Okay, baby was back on 24th. I was so happy. The next day 25th. We met each other, spend time with him went to visit his bei gong and went to his aunt house for dinner. His cousin was so random & i don't know why. Had a great day with him, so i spend the whole day with him and back to my nephew house. He bought for me something @ Thailand. Thank you so much baby. I really appreciated it a lot. On the 26th, i meet baby in the afternoon ; Just go all the way to Ang Mo Kio Hub to buy and eat Yami Yogurt. ♥♥ Love it so much. Thanks baby. After that, he bring me back to my nephew house and he went for hair cut. 27th school reopen, overall it was alright. But coming along, school make people wake up early in the morning so tiring. :\ Now school along is going fine and well, today i got up on stage to get certificate for the Resilience Challenge for going to Singapore Discovery center. Is like so long ago already, now then give. LOL! Today my menstruation just come. God damn hate it ttm. Stomach ache. _|_ Arghhh. Hope it hurry up end. Like seriously. Okay, shall not talk about it already. Hope school will go well each day. Baby, i fall for you deeper and harder each day. iloveyousomuch ♥ muack (K)

2011-06-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

Day #14; Without you in Singapore :(

Hello baby! I did not see you just now in the middle of the night. :( Sigh ~ Well, tomorrow your coming back from Thailand to Singapore already. Have a safe trip back. & Yeap i know your gonna be sad, because you don't get to see your mother until the next holiday. But hoping that your happy to see me. Do you know that i miss you so much? I really hope you knew. Just now i went to North Point for dinner with my parents ate pastamania and walk around too. Daddy and mummy was in the sports link shop for half an hour .___. And reached home 9:40pm. Can't wait to see you on 25th. Love & Misses ♥

2011-06-22T22:07:00.004+08:00

Day #13; Without you in Singapore

Hey baby, how are you today, better? Drink lots of water alright. & Yeap, School is gonna reopen soon. Hope it started good during the 1st day of Term2. imissyou. Currently wondering what are you doing. Today i went to my uncle house, just for the sick of going ; and had dinner. After that i reached home, watched the CID 9pm show on channel 8. These few days be doing the same thing, @ home watch Hong Kong dramas and Ang Mo shows, or either take a nap or either using iPod touch play Tap Tap or other games. & Each day i'm getting fatter, holidays really kills me by eating so so much. :\ Waiting for you to come back asap. ☺ iloveyou ♥

2011-06-21T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hey baby, i just wanna share this old picture with you. This was me, when i was like K2 if i'm not wrong. Chinese new year, i'm always happy to collect ang baos. But, every year ; humans start to grow older by the age, it seems like each year it's getting boring during chinese new year. & I don't know why. Okay, i shall not talk so much about chinese new year. Because now is not even gonna next year!

Today i was @ home till the evening. I pack my table and clean it up. Now is neater, and nicer. :D Was so hot when i was cleaning up and everything, leg pain. Arghh, hate standing up for so long just to clean up my table. So after that, i went to bathe @4.45pm. & Went to Ang Mo Kio Hub for dinner. Ate Yumi Yogurt again, taste so good. I wanna eat after dinner and going to the fair price but dad don't allow because he say only can eat one time. :( So we went in the fair price, bought snacks and seaweeds. Dad is gonna buy for me speaker too. Awesome shit. (Y) But i don't know when. Took 169 back to yishun and taxi home .__. It's kinda stupid, why not take taxi from Ang Mo Kio Hub back home. Dad was like, dumbfounded. All of us reached home safety.

Day #12; Without you in Singapore :(

Your coming back to Singapore soon baby. I told my dad about it already, so i will be meeting you on 25th @ your house. Can't wait you know! & I really hope you like and love your birthday gift. Do you know that i dream of you almost everyday? I miss you so much you know! Come back soon alright?
Love & Misses. ♥ :*

@bluerabbitSmile

2011-06-20T22:32:00.004+08:00

First i like to apologize to my baby. Sorry for not updating my blog yesterday, was out the whole day and stay over night @ my nephew house. :(

Day #10 & #11; Without you in Singapore :(

Hey baby, your coming back about 4 more days. Super fast. Time really flies. Hope to see you on 25. :D Hehe. I'm really very sorry about not updating my blog. :( & Really hope you like what i gave you. Really wanna know how your expression looks like. I went to eat Crystal jade with my family, grandma and one of my cousin yesterday ; Dad got me an iPod. And after that, we walked around Cause Way Point (Woodlands) didn't shop any clothes, but actually dad wanted me to shop. I told him i do not have the mood to shop anyway, and i told him next time. So after walking around Cause Way Point (Woodlands), Went back straight to Yishun MRT Fair Price, bought seaweeds to eat. Then forward to my nephew house. 4plus was sleepy so i slept till 6plus. Somehow, ate a bit of rice and ingredients. Decided to stay my cousin house overnight to catch a movie next day. & So today, i went to watch Super8 @ The Cathay. The movie was not bad. After the movie i straight came back home, walk damn fast and everything. & idky. And baby, i really do miss you badly. :( Hurry up come back to Singapore okay? iloveyou. ♥ muack :*

I want to be that girl he’s scared to lose. The one that he can’t walk away from knowing she’s mad at him. The one who he can’t fall asleep without her voice being he last one he hears. The one he wouldn’t know what to do without.

@bluerabbitSmile

2011-06-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hello baby and readers. I did nothing today, same old thing rotting @ my nephew house. After i woke up, washed up and took my breakfast. Decided to watch DVD, & my cousin recommend me to watch Pay It Forward. It is great show. While watching, dad and mum come up just to give me the cheese fries and drum stick from KFC. Fortunate! Hehe. After the show finished. I was so so tired, so i went to my cousin room and take a nap. Slept until 5plus if i'm not wrong. Therefore, i'm still kinda confused & tired when i woke up, took dinner 7plus and bathe 8.15pm ; Nuaaaaaa the whole day. :\ Reached home 11.27pm ♥

Day #9; Without you in Singapore :(

Hey baby, just now ; when i was looking at the picture of us in it, i smiled sweetly. Do you know that i miss you so much and i can't wait for you to come back? It's okay if you don't know. I will wait for you, and that is what i promise you when you went to thailand on that day. :') No matter what, nothing gonna change my love for you. muack :* iloveyou ♥

2011-06-17T21:21:00.005+08:00

Hello my handsome boyfriend and readers! I miss you so much baby, & i hope you knew. I don't know what to update. Today, i never really do anything @ my nephew house. Pretty bored here. 1 more week your coming back. YAY! I rot the whole day at my nephew house doing nothing. I'm so nuaaaaa today. I waited until 7plus then bathe. Hehe. :X iloveyoubabyireallydo. ♥

Day #8; Without you in Singapore :(

How are you baby? 1 more week and your coming back. How fast. If can, i will meet you on 25th. Before school reopen! Seriously, just now in the middle of the night, when you smile and laugh, makes me happy. :') imissyoubaby. Hope to see you online later. ♥

@bluerabbitSmile

2011-06-16T21:01:00.004+08:00

Hey baby. Remember this photo? I miss it, i want to go there with you again y'know. I miss you badly, in the middle of the night i didn't get to see you. :'( Was so upset. Cried the whole night, been waiting for you to online till i fall asleep. But you didn't appeared. I'm gonna stay @ my nephew house tonight. And i'm over here right now. Gonna wait for you to online later. Hope you will appear on msn. ♥

Day #7; Without you in Singapore :(

1 week @Thailand already. In the middle of the night just now, been waiting for you to online 3plus - 4 but ended i fall asleep @3 plus. Didn't get to see you, i miss you baby. Very badly, i was so silly that i thought you don't want me already. Crying the whole night till i fall asleep. How are you in thailand? Happy without me? Sigh ~ imissyousosomuchbaby. ♥

@bluerabbitSmile

2011-06-15T22:49:00.004+08:00

Baby สุขสันต์วันเกิด !

I mean Baby happy birthday to you! :) Now your in thailand though i cannot celebrate it with you, will wait till you come back alright? Hehe. Stay Healthy, all the best in your studies and god bless you. iloveyou ♥ muack. :*

Hello baby and readers! I went out with Shahidah today. Baby! I got you something already. I hope you like it. ^^ Today, i took MRT to Bugis Junction then Bugis Street back to Bugis Junction to buy yogurt and eat, somehow me and Shahidah decided to go Vivo city and slack @ the rooftop for awhile ; suddenly we both decided to go USS outside and hang out and see, so we move our butts up and headed there, woah. Outside Universal Studio Singapore was nice ; We wanted to go to the beach, but we have no time so we headed back to Vivo city and she went back home. After that i meet my parents at Thai Express. Though i had not taken my dinner, dad told me to packe KFC back home and eat. After eating, i watched the CID 9pm at channel 8 ; after the show i went to bathe and pack up the gift for you. Can't wait to see your expression when i give you the present. I really hope you like it. ♥ iloveyou.

Day #6; Without you in Singapore :(

Today i went out with Shahidah, we keep on talking about each other love stories. Shahidah still ask how we get steady together. Hehehe, thinking about it makes me smile. :') Wondering what you did today, on your special birthday date. How are you feeling today? And just now in the middle of the night? I hope i made you happy just now when we were on the webcam together. imissyoubaby ♥ xoxo :*

@bluerabbitSmile

2011-06-14T18:02:00.003+08:00

When I look in your eyes, I don’t want to look away. I smile at every word that comes out of your mouth, and when you smile back, I melt. Sometimes I wonder what I would do without you, not understanding how I got by before. You wrap your hands around my waist and the whole world disappears. When our hands touch, it sends shivers up my spine. And when you lean in and your lips brush mine, I never want to let you go. ♥♥

It's 6:12pm.

I rot the whole day @ home again. Didn't really do anything, only watch Hong Kong dramas with my parents. Reporting to you what i'm doing. And i'm going out with Shahidah tomorrow, to get you something though i bought something to put inside figuring out what to get you tomorrow. As days goes by, i didn't cry already ; it's not that i don't miss you ; it is because you gave me the strength to be strong. But just now when my parents went downstairs, the television was not on and i over think again, tears just flow down my cheeks wanting you to come back ; is like i can't wait any longer. But i told myself, though i can't wait any longer i still need to put on a smile as if everything will be alright. Telling myself to smile no matter how long it takes you to come back from Thailand to Singapore. I just miss you so much baby. & i hope you knew. :') ♥

Day #5; Without you in Singapore :(

Yesterday i tried to take a video of myself. But i failed. So i deleted off. Wanting to send you the ugly video of me to you, but ended up i did not. Because my face expression was so ugly and i have no idea what i'm talking. Waiting for you in the middle of the night to online, is worth it ; get to see you everything. I just really can't wait for you to come back. And tomorrow it's your birthday already! Remember what i said alright. Though everyday i keep on repeating the same lines, don't find me naggy okay? Because i care about you & also i just want you to remember me. I JUST MISS YOU! Hugs & Kisses ♥

@ShermaineIsSad

2011-06-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

@ohteensquotes ; The worst feeling is trying to be happy knowing that you still feel dead inside. That's a hard battle to overcome mentally. (U)

This is what i feel when your @ Thailand. Getting to see you in the middle of the night. But can't meet you till you come back to Singapore. Sigh ~ Today, dad ask me to exercise at 5pm but i told him i'm lazy, don't feel like going it is because i don't really have the mood to exercise also. Maybe tomorrow? idk. I will see how about it. Sorry about yesterday, when you wanted to sleep and i didn't let you, because i want to see you ; i miss you so much. Sorry for spoiling your mood too, but i really feel better when i share my thoughts with you when your in Thailand. I hope you understand too baby. So tomorrow, i will be at home the whole day again don't know when my cousin will ask me out. & Baby, dear always wondering what are you doing ; because i always thought that i can teleport to you anytime but i know it's impossible. 2 more days is your birthday. You told me that no one had celebrate for you before, you told me that there is no need to celebrate for you, but i had a gift for you when you come back. Can we celebrate your birthday when you come back? If we are celebrating it, it will be advanced already. So can we? I think you still will say there is no need to celebrate for you. Sigh ~ If can then you tell me when your online alright? I will wait for you no matter what time. Middle of the night just now, i didn't really know you online ; because i fall asleep suddenly i woke up just a little tear flowing down to my cheek then i woke up and saw you appearing @ my messenger chat box calling me (webcam) Seeing you happy makes me happy ; but killing me in the inside and you should know why. Silly of me, thinking that if i really cry everyday will you come back late? But you showed me the mail that your coming back @ 24 June. Hence, on that day before your going to Thailand you told me if i cry you will come back late. Sigh ~ That moment i was really speechless, thinking that whether if i cried will you really come back late.. But i just can't hold back any longer and my tears just started to flow down my cheek. ireallymissyousomuchbaby. ♥

Day #4 ; Without you in Singapore :(

Talking to you the whole day in msn, without you replying & waiting for you to reply. Knowing that you will only online in the middle of the night. Tsk. How i wish i was there with you @ Thailand right now. :'( Ireallymissyoualot. When i was with my cousins, i always mention your name, talk about you and this really drive me insane knowing that i can't fly over there just to find you or accompany you for awhile or stay with you till 24 June. Now, i'm still wondering what are you doing. How's life in Thailand? Without me there? :'| Sigh ~ iloveyoubaby. muack ♥

@ShermaineIsSad

2011-06-12T14:40:00.005+08:00

You guys might think what love really is am i right?

Love is looking a person straight in the eyes, and seeing their heart and soul, and never wanting to let go of that moment. Love is capturing every smile and every memory and never forgetting the happiest times two people can share. Love is beautiful, and not even distance can take that feeling away. Love is amazing, and amazing only with that someone you love. Though sometimes it hurts.

Anyway, yesterday went to the Tan Tock Seng Hospital to visit my uncle. Glad that his alright. After that, headed to my aunt house for dinner @ Jln Teman. Took photos with my nephew daryl. Today his going overseas to pray or go to the temple idk. Have a safe trip nephew. :) Later I'm going to visit my uncle at the hospital again. Tomorrow i'm not sure. Think i'm gonna stay the whole day at home ; & wait for baby to online. :')

Day #3 ; Without you in Singapore. :(It's 3.40pm now. You told me you went to the pub yesterday ; i feel so uneasy. :\ Please don't get attracted by those girls alright? Silly me. I felt touched when you told your aunt i'm your wife. :') Hehehe. Drink lots of water alright? And don't play the scissors plus the electric don't know what to call that. Because it may be harmful, and baby you may hurt yourself. Remember to take your meals okay? Please come back earlier can? Sigh ~ It's okay. iloveyoubaby. & imissyousomuch. :'( I really do. ♥ 3 more days! muack :*

2011-06-11T11:31:00.011+08:00

‎Happy(sad) 4month Anniversary to us. :') ♥

Currently, baby is in Thailand now. It's sad we could not celebrate our 4th anniversary together. One thing is that in the middle of the night ; baby suddenly online and i webcam with him. That moment i was like going to cry because we're so far apart, but i remembered baby told me no matter how far apart we are, our hearts will never be far apart.

I just came back from chalet yesterday. I cried the first day when i stayed over night, and i did not sleep @ all. Heart was in agony, that time when i was crying i can barely breathe. I don't know why ; i feel like baby is not coming back. :'( Okay, so i watched midnight movie with cousin and maid X-men First Class show was not bad @ all. But when i was in the cinema, i thought of baby sitting next to me. Everything remind me of you. Sigh ~ So the next day, i played 6 games of bowling ; 3 games in the afternoon and 3 games mid night. Went cycling, @ the evening time and that was the second day. The third day, i was nua-ing in the chalet, talking to baby, before baby gone to Thailand. He told me if i cry, he will not come back early ; but it feels like his not going to come back already. I really miss you baby. :'(

Before i got back home, in the taxi ; i cried hearing music, it reminds me of baby singing to me those song. :'( Sigh ~ then i fall asleep in the taxi till i reached home. When i reached home, automatically i switched on my laptop to check whether is baby online. And baby appeared in msn, so we webcam ; i saw him cried so do i, maybe because his in Thailand? In reality, it feels like his not coming back when i see him cried till like that. I can feel the pain in him, but i can see that his happy too ; because he went back to visit his mother. Well, glad that he is happy. So later i'm going to my cousin house for dinner. Going to bathe @ 2plus. And leave house @4pm? idk.

This is what i type on baby's ipod yesterday.

Day #1 ; Without you in Singapore. :(

It's been days we didn't meet each other. Today you will be going Thailand to visit your mother. First day when I stay over night at the chalet, I cannot sleep @ all. Crying the whole night just to recall what we had in our days when we were together, those memories are really nice, beautiful, cute, great and awesome. I still remember how you use to wipe away my tears with tissue papers or your fingers(hand). Trying to cheer me up whether is possible or impossible. Those wake up morning calls and night calls before going to bed. I miss all that. Now? I won't be having all this until 24June? idk. Baby i will really wait for you to come back. Have a safe trip and take care of yourself. ILOVEYOU! ♥

Day #2 ; Without you in Singapore. :(

It's 12.15pm. Taken your lunch and breakfast already? In Thailand now is 11.15pm. 1 hour different from singapore timing. Wondering what are you doing now. What you ate for your breakfast and lunch? Ahhhh, i just miss you so much. & Your going to be there for 2weeks. Sighing ~ Your dear still don't know how to eat vegetables and chilli + curry. :\ Useless right? :| Okay, drink lots of water alright? When are you going to online? I'm going to online once i reached back home from my cousin house. Hoping to talk to you and webcam with you on msn again like in the middle of the night just now 1plus - 2plus (am) iloveyoubaby. ♥

1 min, 1 hour, 1 week, 1 month, 1 year ; No matter how long I'll treasure the times we've spent together. ♥ ireallymissyoubaby. :'(

2011-06-01T09:46:00.007+08:00

It's 10am.

Back home from camp few days ago, went to Tanjung Leman @Malaysia for secondary 3 so called "overseas adventure" camp. Didn't really had a great time there. But on the very very last day - went for some kind of like hiking. It was my greatest experience among all the activities that i did. The best part was going into the water ; splashed the water @ baby. Hehehe, was kinda happy because we sure did had fun! ^^ So after the hiking ; we went back to the resort and bathe then pack our things and back to Singapore. It was kinda long bus trip ; baby protected me with his jacket because i was cold and he hugged me tightly, awwwwww. :') Of all the camp, the one that i love was the long bus trip of course. Spending time with baby, saw him sleeping like a G6. Reached Singapore 5plus : went back in to school for some prize presentation. & Taxi home.

Yesterday, went to baby house in the morning, wanted to go and meet my form teacher Mr Woo, but we did not & told Mr Woo next time. Starting of Term 3 ; Mr woo is no longer our form teacher. Our classmates will be wondering who is gonna be our form teacher by then. So in the whole case yesterday, i ended spending time with baby @ his house sleeping with him and he hugged me tightly, awwwwwww. Haha! Okay, then after that we decided to take KFC for lunch and late afternoon we went to watch 3D Kung Fu Panda. Yeah, it is our 1st time watching it together. Hope to watch somemore movies with him more. It was an awesome moive, & baby was so dramatic in the bus - making all kinds of stories. He know i know. & i reached home safety so did he.

Well baby,
If you are really going back to Thailand. Please have a save trip ; drink lots of water and please take your 3 meals. I will wait for you to come back, i promise. Remember what i told you too. ireallyloveyou&imeanit. ♥ muack

2011-05-21T08:46:00.001+08:00

I feel like I'm the luckiest person in the world to have you beside me. ♥

Holding hands whenever we get the chance. The feeling I get when you kiss me on my forehead. The cuddling. Hearing “I love you” even if I can barely hear those three precious words escape your lips. Arguing over whose taste in music is better. Being in your arms. Being held. Knowing that you are thinking about me and that you care about me.

Looking like crap and you telling me I look beautiful. Those phone conversations about nothing. Falling asleep in your arms. Knowing that you will protect me with all you have. Knowing that you are mine and that no other girl can have you. Lying in bed for hours just talking. Arguing over who loves who more. The look in your eyes when you’re concerned.

Ruffling your hair. You calling me dear. Knowing that I am the only girl you care about. Seeing your personal message that says you love me. When you rub your thumb over mine as our fingers intertwine. Knowing you would be willing to do anything for me. You calling me to see what I’m up to, or when you’re bored, or when you know I’m bored.

Having you endure one hour bus journeys just to spend two hours with me. Knowing that I can talk to you about anything under the sun and you would listen. The moments when you would tell me I mean the world to you and that someday we’ll get married. Planning out our future.

Having you worry about me, in a good, sweet and adorable way. Knowing that if we got into a fight, you’d still want to make this work. You pushing my hair away from my face. Falling asleep with you looking lovingly at me. Waking up to your kisses. The feeling of your arm around me when we walk to class. The little kisses we would sneak before I step into my house. The look in your eye when I talk about past hurts. When you would rub your nose against mine.

Hiding under a blanket because I’m always cold. Cleaning my tears away with tissues when i cried. Hearing you tell me that everything gonna be alright. Hanging out at your house. Our little inside jokes. Knowing that I can make you melt with my voice.

The feeling of security I get when I’m with you. Tickling you like crazy and then have you get me back. Hearing you tell me I look sexy with my hair all wet after my shower. Making you watch shows with me. Knowing that I could be in the bitchiest mood but you would still want to see me. Your countdowns to our anniversaries, or when we’ll next see each other.
Most of all, knowing that you love me and that I love you.

Today is our 100th day together, & my feelings towards you won't change. I'm serious.

Wishing you to be with me forever.
Wishing that my parents would allow us to be together.
Wishing to plan my future with you.
Wishing to marry you.
Wishing to grow old with you too.

@ShermaineIsSad

2011-05-11T20:20:00.007+08:00

Happy 3 months anniversary boyfriend! ♥

Readers, i'm back. Hehe, miss me? Mid-Year Examinations just ended. Probably will be going out i guess? I flunked many of my papers, the papers are ; English, Science, Maths, EBS & Chinese oral. But i hope i could pass like just pass 50%!! I have nothing much to elaborate but baby, you never leave my mind, even when I have a million other things to worry about. & I'm not gonna let you go, I'm serious. 喜欢/愛上了你是我这一生中没后悔的事。iloveyouokay? ;) Oh ya baby! Thanks for baby rabbit & many many more. (K) There's no school tomorrow, will be staying @ home to pack my wardrobe. Currently, waiting for my mid-year examinations results to be out ; nervous and worried. ShermaineLamCY Fighting!

2011-05-02T09:39:00.005+08:00

Hello people! Now it's exam period y'know. Been studying this few days, believe or not it doesn't matter. Because i know it myself can already. :) Went to baby house last 2 days, spend time with him. His damn cute la. :D And yesterday he also come my house to accompany me, he watched cartoons ; i study. Weird much? I appreciated a lot because he come all the way to my house just to accompany me, and an awesome day too. ;) After that, walked to my nephew house ; but before that i bought my precious cheese fries from KFC. Yummy you know! Reached my nephew house, ate steam boat for dinner. Love the pigeon eggs. (Y) CURIOUS BOUT ANYTHING THEN JUST (FORMSPRING) ME OK? Bye, gonna start taking breakfast and study.

2011-04-22T14:02:00.008+08:00

Hello readers. It's been a long time i didn't blog!

17.4.11

Out with Boyfriend, Darling & Pal to Cineleisure. Watched RIO movie ; It was an awesome, great, funny & cute show. ;) & It was an awesome day that day.

21.4.11

Went to baby house yesterday just to do HomeBaseE-Learning together. Never even do finished. Do only the CPA, failed both quiz. Then open files for homework, suddenly my laptop the hard disk inside crashed if I'm not wrong. But before doing, i woke baby up & we went Sembawang plaza for Macdonald breakfast. ♥ Overall, i had an awesome day with him. Thus, i was so stressed up because of my laptop ; luckily my dad didn't scold me. Totally spent $155 just to repair it. :'( My money just fly away just for my precious laptop, it's also great to know that my laptop is faster now. After that baby helped me to ask the Mr Francies to repair the laptop, we went to some photo shop ; baby asked me want a Polariod camera or not, we share together : My feelings in my heart was like i want. But i don't wanna spent your money, so baby just decided to buy. It's not that i don't like it, it's just that - you spent a lot of money on me already & kinda feel bad. But thanks baby, iloveyou. ♥ After the whole afternoon, went back to baby house. 4plus lunch @Sembawang plaza KFC before going back home. Done taking lunch with him, & headed to Sembwang plaza interchange back to northpoint & home. In the bus, baby sang me a song, i felt so touched by him & i cried. Thank you baby, thanks for everything - Foreverinlovewithyou. ♥ Reached home, bathe ; & Mr Francies called my handphone and told me my laptop was ready & i was like !@#$%^&*()! so fast? Dad, decided to collect it by 8pm but we left the house early & collected my laptop @7.15. Dinner @Sembawang plaza kopitiam then bus back home. Shall end here now! Bye. :)

After exams, shopping. :D

2011-04-11T19:13:00.004+08:00

☮ I'm back readers. ;) Hehe. Happy 2months Anniversary boyfriend. ♥ Okay!

2.4 run tomorrow. I hope i will pass it, good luck to me.

Had a great day in school today and steamboat for dinner just now. Yeah, & wrote something for baby and i did read out for him in the morning. How sweet okay! Haha. :) Thanks for the . Etc, food, accessories, helping me to carry my baggy, conflicts & many more. You make me fall for you deeper each day and time. I really appreciated it a lot. I hope we will carry on this awesome, sweet and cute relationship. I'll also stay forever in love with you. & totally, your like a family to me. iloveyou. ;) I hope everyday, it will be like today. That's all. Budbyeeee. Formspring me anything. :)

2011-04-05T15:49:00.004+08:00

Your actions, your words, your attitude towards your friends. It’s really frustrating and hurtful. No one wants to be hurt. Please put yourself in their shoes, and feel what they really feel.

Hello ~

I know, it's been a long time i didn't blog. Ya, because i seldom take pictures of myself anymore just because of my short hair. I don't really like my short hair, though is already cut like that ^ . Okieeeee, life has been tough, lots of agony occur to me. Okay, i shouldn't elaborate much. Anyway, thanks to my dad ; that he changed my handphone. Hehe. Currently having cough & flu. I hope i get sick. & Today, i nearly faint during PE lesson. The feeling was OMFG. But i kinda feel great. I don't know why. I miss my boyfriend. Okay, i don't know what to talk about already. Formspring me anything. Budbyeeeeeee! ;)

2011-03-20T11:21:00.005+08:00

Seriously, did you ever thought of rewinding back the clock?

Readers, i'm back blogging. Miss me right? Haha. March Holiday was boring ttm. Like seriously. But i went out with my boyfriend. Thanks for accompanying me out. Yesterday, went out with my family to vivo. Met my junior/brother ; HELLYEAH! He rock. \m/ It's been a long time we didn't met for like months? & We just met each other in the afternoon yesterday, he even met my parents ; he text me and told me he was scared of my father. HAHAHA! How cute is he. Tomorrow, school starts. FML. & I was just starting my holiday mood. Somehow, my homework have not even done. _|_ school big time. I don't feel like going back to school with my mushroom hair. :| But i still have to attend school. Okay, i shall not elaborate much. Bye! ;)

2011-03-12T15:05:00.003+08:00

I want a Real, Loyalty & Honesty friendship. Yes i know it's hard to find.
Hi everyone. It's been a very long time i didn't post my damn blog. Lot's of friendship problem la. & you please stop making up stories, if you really treated me as your friend you won't be calling me your backup friend or betray me at all. The truth is friends come and go, so wtf is wrong with you? Okay, whatever it is i shall stop elaborating about it. Oh yeah! Yesterday it's my 1st month anniversary with my boyfriend. Hehe. I wrote a very very sweet note @ his ipod. Me & You must stay strong together. I love you. ;) These few days, a lot of problem at home also, mother scolded me for going back home late ; If i never go back home late you also will ask me why am i back home early? -'- Can't you just give me some peace when i reached home? I already have so much problem in school, & hear so many irritating voices in school. -__- I mean like what the hell is wrong with you? Never mind. Forget it. But thanks to some of my classmate who always made me laugh especially Yusof my new classmate. Haha! I shall end here now BYE.

2011-03-01T19:26:00.006+08:00

March, please be good & nice to me. Thank you!

Hello readers, it's 1st of march today! Woah, Last Saturday i went to Singapore Discovery Centre. Had lots of fun, made new friends. ;) Seriously, i love them. Haha! Been talking and messaging them these few days, HELLYEAH i miss them a lot!! :D Maths, i improve by 10marks. I'm so proud of myself, but i still need to improve more. Chinese 5 more mark pass. -'- Sigh - Science, English, EBS & CPA ; don't know can make it or not. Okay, never mind. Even if i fail ; i will try my best to study harder. A lot of people said i have changed so much, i mean like in school : So so quiet. Yeah, i don't know what's wrong also. These year i can say is i have a lot of friendship problems shall i say classmates problems? Never mind. Don't want to elaborate. Bye readers.

2011-02-23T19:29:00.003+08:00

I break down so easliy.
I got that feeling again. You know, that heavy feeling you get, but you just have no idea why. You want to say something, anything, but nothing’s coming out. No matter how hard you try to find the right words. When you’re lying in bed, so tired but can’t sleep. Cause you know there are only 2 things that would help. & the 1st doesn’t give a shit anymore. So you just have to lie there & wait for the tears to come out.

School was not awesome today. I miss eating your maggie mee that you cooked for me. What happen to "us" today? I'm the one who is the fault don't bother saying sorry kay. I shall not elaborate so much. Bye readers.

2011-02-18T18:33:00.002+08:00

Sorry about the low quality camera. :\

I'm back blogging. Seriously, i had an awesome day today. I know, it's been a long time i didn't blog so now, i'm right here blogging just for you readers. First ; you don't know me. Second ; you still don't know the real me. This is what i want to tell you guys. ;) Many things happen in life. Just wanted to thanks those who appreciate me, & fuck those who doesn't appreciate me. Okay, last 2 days, i went up on stage feeling nervous and everything. But nevertheless i still done a great job, My teacher who is in charge, praise me. Yeah i know i'm awesome. (Y) HAHA! Tomorrow, my mother side (relatives) will coming to my house. Great i wanted to go out to shop for my bloody school shoe. BUT they are coming. & i also don't want to shop alone just buying one school shoe. I want someone to accompany me. Never mind. Forget. Don't want to elaborate so much already. FCUKYEAHBOYFRIEND. Kay, bye readers. ;)

2011-02-08T17:59:00.005+08:00

My fake smiles hide more than you could ever imagine.
Yeah. So it's been a long time i didn't blog. Chinese New Year was boring these year. A lot of things been happening. Don't wanna elaborate it. Been wanting to sleep everyday, suddenly always very sleepy and tired what's going on? :\ Okay, it's been years since i'm craving for a dog. But my mother just don't allow me to have a dog. Sigh.

I miss being super duper close with you, when you want to talk to me, when you waited for me to go and sleep before you do, when you lend me your hearings ears, when you lend me your shoulder to lie on & when you cleaned away my tears. Ya i just miss how you treat me like that. I miss everything.

2011-01-29T11:51:00.004+08:00

I'm smiling because it is easier than explaining why i'm sad.

Morning. Yesterday, i didn't went to school. Yeah, i bet all my classmates were damn happy when i'm not around. Ya, somehow school end @945am. But i never went to school it is because i had dental appointment. The dentist said i have to wait for 2years to put braces. She asked me why i want to put braces i told her because my teeth looks like vampire & she totally laugh. After dental appointment, i went to NEX to shop. But end up didn't bought any clothes for Chinese New Year, cause there is nothing i like. So i end up watching movie with my dad, eat the whole day, bought belt & ears studs for my precious ears. & I was the whole day @ NEX, & off to my aunt house 4plus - 5. Had steam boat for dinner it was great. (Y) Ate a lot. Now, i'm god damn fat. :\ Currently watching television. & waiting my someone to message me. Kay, i don't feel like elaborating much because i don't really have the mood to do so.

2011-01-25T18:08:00.004+08:00

Hi readers, I'm back! Miss me right? Alright, School was great today. I had fun during PE lesson today. (Y) HEHE. Yeah, so as mass run. Okay, i was precisely tired after recess. I totally have no mood to bother a lot of stuffs. Then suddenly, EBS seriously suddenly damn tired somehow i was concentrating what teacher was teaching. After school went to do the notice board spent time with him. Natsuda went off early. :( & Went back home 4plus - 5. How awesome is that. Whole day in school, somehow never eat. Now hungry like @%$^&%$%@$#!! & it's not that I have changed, it's I can't be bothered with all your bullshits. I shall stop elaborating so much. Bye now. :)

2011-01-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah. A great day with him. :) School was totally tiring. I mean, i'm tired of school. Didn't sleep enough because i over study. & I just woke up from my nap & took my dinner not long ago only. Okay, everyday morning always go to the canteen and wait for my friends, i also like to thanks to my awesome sister or friend Natsuda for tying my hair for me ; I really love it a lot! ♥ Maths was fantastic today ; & YAY. Finally got homework. I'm doing it later. EBS & CPA like WOAH! Cause got air con but i was totally freezing. :\ After school, Me & him went to class to do notice board. & so Natsuda & Jamaliah went to our own separate ways, we never hugged each other before we go off separately. :( Only for today. :| After doing the notice board, we went to North Point to take lunch. But i never eat, ended up packet sushi back home for myself & my bro. :) Reached home bathe, took a nap because i was superb tired to the max. Wake up, home Mac Delivery. It was totally fantastic! Somehow, i had an awesome day because i spent my after school with him? HEE! ♥ :D Nevertheless, these few days i start to think a lot! & i do not know why. Oh ya, and i was so crazy that i cried yesterday in school. Okay i shall end here now & not to elaborate much. BYE!

2011-01-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

Hello readers! Okay, today morning i have stomach ache, so i didn't dance for MEX nor run during PE. I'm glad that I'm okay after recess. (Y) If not i will be going home. :\ But of course i won't go home ; I don't want to miss my wonderful lessons. These few days been studying real hard. Yesterday, i broke my own record & i studied for 4 hour plus. I'm so proud about it and for myself. Nevertheless, today i'm quite happy. But totally worried about my friend, i thought something happen ; but actually my friend was tired. :| Yeah, we talked again. I hope we won't stop talking like how we use to last time. ;) Though just now PE i can see your worried about me but i was too stubborn to go and rest. Did sit & reach just now, it was ultra-amazing. Maths lesson was totally interesting & seriously it was awesome. My mind now only got maths maths maths and that's all : Currently not interested in other subjects. & i don't know why. :\ Okay. I shall not elaborate so much & go back to study. Bye now. :)

2011-01-15T17:54:00.003+08:00

Okay. Here i am blogging. Yesterday, i study the whole day. My friend came my house & we took pictures ; study ; eat ; use the laptop together. Woah. She went home 4plus - 5pm. Somehow, i study the whole day yesterday. Chocolate for dinner ; I'm so gonna be fat very soon. Slept 11plus just to do finished topic 1. & Thanks to my senior Edmund for the N level Maths Assessment book : I really appreciate it. I shall not elaborate much about studies anymore. Currently @ my nephew house now. Just now did abit of my topic 2 maths assessment book. Go home then do the rest.

To you ; It's been a long time since we talk. I don't know why. I already tried my very very best to talk to you in school. And you didn't even realized. But do you know how much I cared? Do you even care that I cared? Everything been ruin during the holidays i know because i never really talk to you. Holidays i have a lot of mood swings. It's not that i don't want to talk to you okay. Now we are like STRANGERS too. Never mind. It's the past i don't want to elaborate so much about it. I didn't even want to think of the past. Yeah, i'm a real fool - i shouldn't be bothered about this. But you didn't even want to talk to me. Okay. I think i tell out my feelings too much here. Screw it up.

2011-01-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today school was awesome. & How awesome is that ; My English & Maths teacher said i'm a good girl today. (Y) I will continue to be like this. ;) & Please lo i'm always a good girl one okay! Nevertheless, was not in a good mood after recess. I had no idea why. After school went to North Point with one of my friend : Somehow saw my friend & his friend together. I didn't know they are going to KFC to eat. Was so ps. Had an awkward feeling when they seat with us. My friend & I went to the toilet then forward Popular to check out whether got the English textbook or workbook for English cause i have not even buy. Cannot find so i went back home straight. So yeah. Muscle aching yesterday till now. Cannot walk properly nor cannot sit properly. -'- Pain like hell. Okay shall not elaborate much. BYE.

2011-01-06T17:19:00.002+08:00

3years. You changed. Significantly, i had no idea - what's wrong with "us". Oh ya, i don't know why these year 1st week is elective module. I seriously like it, but seriously it's kindda boring. 3rd day of school boring much. Today after school went to North Point to meet my friend. Thanks ah! For making me laugh. But apparently my heart was in a very bad mood. Though i appreciate much. Tomorrow will be the 4th day of school & it's Friday. (Y) Weekends. WEEEE ~ I have no idea what am i going to do in the weekends already. FML. Okay, i shall not elaborate much. Bye.

2011-01-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

Yeah. Happy New Year Everyone! I'm so looking forward to school reopen. These few days have been watching shows. Cried a lot. & Today yawn tons of times, i'm gonna sleep early already. School is just the day after tomorrow. I will blog when i feel like blogging. Bye! ♥

2010-12-29T16:34:00.007+08:00

Hello Readers, I'm back! :D OHHHHHH YEAHHHHH! So i had fun yesterday. Thanks to Benjamin Yong & Aidil for organizing this event. :D Made some new friends too. Oh ya, I'm so looking forward to school reopen. But i don't want any troubles anymore. I currently need to set my goals to achieve better results. Science is like machiam totally maths. -'- I guess my classmates will be having study group soon. (Y) So yeah. 31 December will be going my father 2nd boss house there to BBQ again. SO LOOKING FORWARD. & Yesterday was an super extreme awesome day. ♥ Will update my blog when i feel like updating. :) I just think your the one for me. ♥ Bye.

2010-12-25T01:15:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone! I want more Christmas Presents. ♥ :'( Sighhhhhhhh ~

2010-12-21T14:43:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah! Christmas is around the corner. Hardly have Christmas present. Sad. :\ Okay. Last Sunday went to ikea with family then to my cousin house. Yeah, my father paid for me something for my camera. Awesome! I want Christmas present. It's been a very very long time i didn't have Christmas present already. :( Okay, i shall end here now. BYE.

2010-12-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm back posting. Rarely post these few days, cause i have no been doing anything. Oh yeah. So i miss my friend. I can't wait to just go back to school on 4th January. There's an up coming event soon. Maybe going out with my friend next Thursday. 28 Going to east coast. :D Can't wait ya. These few days have not been sleeping well & these few days i can't sleep @ all. Don't know what happen. So i shall end here. Bye. :)

2010-12-14T22:01:00.003+08:00

So yeah. Last few days been going out. Okay, i have some good news. I bought the shoe already. But some kind of another shoe that i like. But not the previous one. Yeah, so same price. I would like to thanks my dad ; i wanted to paid it for myself. But my dad paid it for me. Bought jacket & some kind of machiam hat i don't know what it called : Yes, all of this is my dad bought it for me. Oh, i did went to health promotion board to make an appointment for my teeth. Next year 28th January i won't be going to school. AWESOME! :) Went to North Point for a movie just now, the movie was totally awesome. The last part of the movie i cried. :\ & 9plus went back home. Shall end here now. BYE!

2010-12-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Okay! Today, i went to my cousin house. After that to my grandmother house. Breakfast father cooked porridge for me to eat before going out. Went to grandmother house, played with my 2nephew. Well, they are just adorable. Took half an hour nap @ my grandmother's place, dinner ate rice & soup cause i don't really wanna eat much. So yeah. Shall not elaborate much. Bye! :)

2010-12-10T23:39:00.004+08:00

1148pm ; Had a great day today. :D Awesome day! :') Last night slept 2plus - 3am. :\ Can't sleep, & i don't know why. Today, went to Clark Quay. Bought the stuff i like it very much. :DD I'm so proud of it. Tried to learn how to eat vegetable today too. But i eat until i feel like vomiting so i didn't eat. & Gave it to my uncle and father. :| Yeah. So i had an awesome day. :) Took number of pictures. Uploaded on facebook already. SO i guess i shall end here now. Bye readers ♥

2010-12-10T13:12:00.002+08:00

Okay! I'm going out later. Like finally. But i'm very lazy to go out. :| Don't know what to wear. -___- Currently talking to my online friend & hearing emo songs. :\ Shall end here now. Will update when i feel like updating. Bye ♥ :)

2010-12-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

I just wanna be happy. :'D Okay. Today, my baby girl Shahidah went to Malaysia liao. I miss her. Then my friend Russell went to Thailand i miss him too. Why all got go overseas i never? Because not enough money. Actually not really not enough money. Is i saved my money to buy my stuffs that's why. Somehow father never say wanna go overseas these year. :) But these year holiday sucks cause kept on raining. Anyway, my sickness gonna recover liao. Only flu is still on. Cough only a bit! This is awesome. Like seriously. Okay i shall end here. Bye readers. ♥♥

2010-12-07T10:33:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Grandma. ♥ Thank you for massaging my head when i'm having headache. Thank you for massaging my back when i got back pain .____. Thank you for cooking when i'm hungry! :) I just want to say a lot of thank yous to you. :D iloveyou Grandma. Please stay healthy as always. ♥♥

Well, yesterday was my Grandma's birthday. :D It was so happy to celebrate with her, had dinner downstairs ; crab ; curry fish head ; roasted chicken ; & more. Went back home, & sing a happy birthday song. It is funny cause my grandmother put the candle herself, light up the candle herself & especially cutting cake the cake for us. :\ The cake was awesome after all. :D So yeah. Nevertheless, i thought he was different from others : but the problem is he didn't even understand how i feel @ all. Like 101% Never mind. Shouldn't elaborate. I guess single is the best. :| K bye.

2010-12-04T23:47:00.005+08:00

Mood swings these few days. FML.

BECAUSE OF THE SHOE & OTHER OTHER THING.

So yeah. I love my camera ; my hair ; my families & my friends! :)

Gonna sleep soon le. Shall end here. Nights. :D

2010-12-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah! Hello, readers. I cut my hair short. & It's layer. Nice or not? :| Hehehehe. These few days have been out shopping. I found the shoe i want, but i'm very sad because the shoe don't have my size. :'( Sigh. & That was yesterday, ordered one FBT shirt. Cousin help me to collect it today. Thank you very much. :) After looking for my shoe & ordering the shirt. I went to Bugis Street, wanted to buy something but end up never but bought something for my precious ears. :D So yeah. After the whole think i went back to my cousin house. Stay there for dinner & went back home. My dad bought Nikon D1300 camera for me. Thank you very much dad. ♥♥ Today, i went to cut my hair. :) Well, i like my hair style okay! Never go night safari or go out today. Super bored @ home. But i did explore my camera. It's awesome. :D Okay i shall end here now. I will update when i feel like updating. Bye! :)

2010-11-27T10:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, bus to nephew house - car to cousin office then Bishan for dinner. Took dinner @ Crystal Jade. Ate ; Roasted duck noodles & Porridge. :D It was totally awesome. 2nd Nephew is still unwell. Recover soon my precious nephew. Reached back my nephew house 8plus. Watched television there, & played with my 2nd nephew. Ahh, his adorable. Like seriously! Sore throat, Cough, Flu & Block nose haven't recover ; still refuse to see the doctor. :| Today, maybe going to see doctor & then go to my nephew house again i guess. Shall end here now. ♥

2010-11-25T20:29:00.004+08:00

I have been messing up my hair today. I don't know what hair style should i cut. I feel like cutting my hair short again. :| Today, i spent my whole day @ home. Texting my friends & so on. Mother cooked macaroni for me today. It was awesome. :D Parents have been taking care of me well. Father been forcing me to eat medicine -.- FML. Class gathering don't know will have or not. End of November is coming too. Father going to buy for me CAMERA. I feel so fortunate. Hehehe ;) Tomorrow, whole day @ home again. Sigh, i feel like going to my cousin house. Then i won't feel rather bored at home. Okay. I shall end here now. Bye humans. ♥

2010-11-24T22:44:00.004+08:00

That picture up there ^ It's taken these year (Chinese New Year.) This is the nicest family picture in my laptop. For further more, today i went to my cousin house straight than forward to Queens Way to pierce my first hole (ears). 2plus went to Queens Way to pierce my ears, had Mac fries for tea break. Then back to my cousin house again. :) Brother & another cousin came back from work - my cousin house. Had a long chat from my brother. I'm so happy that, his so cheerful there. Sometimes, even though he hardly talk to my parents, i find him talkative with my cousins! :D Oh ya, the feeling for the piercing was nice but my ears are like kind the hurt. Heh! Today is just an awesome & wonderful day.d Thank you brother & cousins. :D

2010-11-23T17:11:00.007+08:00

I miss the time when my cousin stay my house! :) Tomorrow i will be going queens way than to my cousin house for dinner. Going to my cousin house myself ; lonely. I'm scared to pierce tomorrow. Tsk. But there's nothing to be afraid of. :S I'm already 14. I shall not hesitate by piercing. :) Still having flu, sore throat, cough & block nose. Cough gonna recover soon cause father force me to eat medicine. -.- Okay bye for now. :)

2010-11-21T22:37:00.006+08:00

HELLO! I deleted all my post. :D Heck care the pass okay! I'm starting my new life these year November. Spent my birthday when i was having wedding dinner. :| Can't celebrate with my friends @ all. FML. I miss going to school. I can't stay at home the whole day like that. If not i will get fat. :\ Novembers is the best okay! Had numbers of primary school childhood gatherings. :D it is awesome. Wink ;)